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Monday, September 11th, 2006
10:00 pm - no changes
we "talked" about it but i still hate life..........

current mood: crappy

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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
8:35 pm - hatin' life
i'm working 2 jobs and still cant afford to get out on my own. i need to so bad. i need to get away from HIM. nothing good will come from this relationship. he loves her and always has. he just keeps lying and lying. i really thought he was sincere when he told me he was done with that shit. yes shes far away, but there was a time when she wasnt. and he fucked her every chance he got and i had no idea. i totally trusted him. you would think i'd learned the first time. he doesnt want to be with me. nothing he says can make me believe he does. i cant cheat, it hurts too much. i probably should, it would only be fair. i just cant. i just need to get out....

current mood: cold

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Friday, April 21st, 2006
8:34 pm - big shot screaming.....
i love babysitting. fun fun fun. i hate being away from home, though. i must say i miss that boy like no tomorrow when he's not around. so so sad.

i wonder when they'll come get me, i wonder when they'll come get me.........

we want you, have to, need you... we'll tell you when we're hungry again, it never ends.

it never ends.............

big shot screaming put your hands in the sky say give it up boy give it up or your gonna die

ya get a bullet in the back of the neck, right between the eyes..........

I need more more more frieends. And a car that wont die. and more more more money. I should work at hooters. thats all i've got going for me anyway. the chicks there wish they had one of my boobs : )

in case you havent heard i'm sick and tired of trying....

I NEED to be back in church. very very desperatly. I cant spell : ( I cant believe i used to wanna be a writer. reshaun was the only one who thought i could do it : ( Damn marines. taking my sister from me.

off to watch a movie. story of my life blah blah blah....

current mood: distressed

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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
1:35 pm - too much damn money
thats what sucks. i have a surgery coming up that costs $600. : ( it sucks being an adult. i need to win the lottery. i wish i was a guy so i could sell my sperm. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>>>>>>>> that looks NOTHING like a sperm. rawr.

current mood: busy

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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
9:22 pm - i can honestly say
that life is really sucking right now. i miss a lot of people that i used to know. everything is going down hill. kind of like *
^that. blah.........i wish i had money. and friends. and confidence. i swear they used to be there. i dont know when i lost them. i used to be a poet. i think i was good at it. if not then i appreciate everyone who lied. i dont think its in me anymore, that creative stuff. i need a fucking talent. ANYTHING at all. i miss fort worth. i dont deserve it though. *i let you get the best of me* why why why....... you know who you are, god i fuckin miss you.

current mood: very very

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